Baggage

Would you run away again

If I talked about how messed up I’ve been since you left?

Would my feelings be a burden to you?

It’s so sad that 

I can’t even cry about what 

I’ve been going through since you left,

Because I don’t know a lot of people

who will understand.

And I can’t talk about it to you,

Because you’ll probably start to wonder why we have a problem like this.

Your solution is always ending this conversation,

Ending us, 

Because you don’t really like to go through problems like this.

In this way, you’ll shake yourself off the troubles I create.

But they won’t be solved for me Because I’ll still feel the same.

I’ll keep feeling the same unless I talk to you about it and get a warm reply.

Something that can calm the storm inside my mind.

Forgetting isn’t always an answer. 

But I can’t talk to you about it,

Since I’m scared to lose you,

Forever.