You liked me. You smiled at me.
You laughed with me. You loved me.
You lived with me.
You got hurt by me.
We fought. You hated me.
You disliked me.
You left me.
I didn’t change.
I love you, but I am hurt too.
I made you smile, and I hurt you too.
I understand you,
And often, I didn’t understand you.
And when I hurt you,
You didn’t understand me.
I can clearly see
That you didn’t understand me
And what I went through.
I was yours to love and take care of,
I wanted you to understand me, too.
But you chose to leave.
I hurt you, and you’re scared of me now.
You’re sick of me now.
And though how much I feel like it is unfair
And how much I’m sad that you didn’t understand me,
I still want you.
I still hope things change for good. I hope you realize that these demons are in me,
The demon isn’t me.
These issues aren’t us or me,
They are in me.
I hope,
but I’ve little hope.
I’ve never seen you so cold before,
this side of you scares me.
I know I’ve lost you.
And lost a part of me with you.
This pain isn’t anything,
What makes me sad is that I’m never gonna get your love again.
I hurt you, and you can hurt me too,
But your love is gone, and now there’s emptiness. You are gone.
